Stop with the tryharding.
I literally said in the champ select that I haven't played Elise in 3 years, so I might not be the best jungler with her.
And surprise surprise, it didn't go that well, and my mid and bot called me trash, useless, bad, that I should uninstall, etc etc.
One time I went as Ahri bot, and wanted to go AD. Half my team completely flipped out, and the support almost went afk.
You don't fucking lose anything in a normal. Calm down.