Never even realized it, but sure enough, first game of the day. It was actually my top laner that caught it, right after he died to a gank. I appreciate that he didn't try to sugar coat it, just gave me the diagnosis. He said "Jarvan, you are autistic". In that moment, my life changed forever.
It was pretty tough news to receive, but I think I'll be alright. I've been joining a lot of support groups and reading up on some literature.
Keep me in your thoughts and prayers.
Edit: This got a lot of upvotes for some reason, so im adding the disclaimer in no way shape or form is this meant to be derrogatory to people with autism. Love you guys.