How can you guys still play ranked and not go insane ?

I peaked d1 last season, but dropped with 90% of unwinnable games to d4 and got so tilted I haven't play a ranked game since then. Today, I said what the hell and tried one... **literally the first ranked game**, I get a first time brand jungle that didn't do anything, enemy had a kha zix that camped me mid. I also went against the most pussy xerath Ive ever seen AND had a losing bot lane. What part of this is fun ? I don't get it.
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