Other games exist and you don't need to play another year if you are not enjoying it. Nobody is going to judge you (unless you play a Blizzard game), it's okay to move on, your rank doesn't validate your existence and if you're below Diamond, why do you care over a stupid icon?
I will not take "Time Sunk Fallacy" as an excuse. Time's gone, instead of trying to justify it by wasting more, use it better like I am. I went back to school and have other projects done. Still have a lot, but it's more I did this year than the last five.
Also, leave the bad attitude behind.