Writing this on my phone, so it's goinna be short.
But what's the secret to being happy? Ever since I was little, I've had major depression to the point they wanted to put me in a home, since most people like me are majorly suicidal.
I don't know what the secret is. I want to be something other than miserable and / or afraid though.
And I've tried many medications, they make me sick. So my issue isn't chemical. I've talked to therapists, and they couldn't help me. Don't know what else to do.