Holy cow. I don't know who to talk to but just need to vent.
My boyfriend started acting shady when I was thinking about staying home for Thanksgiving to be with my Grandma and he got worried, asking if I wasn't coming to his then the thing he was going to show me, I would have to wait for or something alone those lines. (I ended up deciding I will go to his after all).
My curiosity got the best of me. We have been talking about getting married for a long time now, even picked out the type of ring I wanted. I asked him what was the thing he showed me, and instead of denying it when I asked if it "was what we have been talking about for awhile now," he blurted it out instead!
I told him that I didn't want to know and wanted the proposal to be a surprise, and then immediately felt so bad saying that cause he said he was about to cry since his months of planning were going to be ruined. I apologized and he asked if he could still do it, so I said yes instead of breaking his heart. I don't think I could do that to him just for the sake of my own wants.
I just hate that I know he's going to propose on Thanksgiving!!! Ah. I still don't know the whole plan, and how he's going to do it so that will be a surprise but I'm trying to get excited about it.
Still a shocker right now, lol.
EDIT: I'M ENGAGED!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!