I can't fucking win. Every time I do win it's so motherfucking hard too. What am I doing wrong where it's like fucking impossible to win because it's so motherfucking hard because the enemy team is just really far ahead and oppressive as fuck every single game?? It's like really really fucking hard, I need a pentakill to win these games man. I need fucking platinum skill to make it to silver, this doesn't make any fucking sense.