Well, this is a rough start to the year. I am very worried and don't want to lose this account after this. I said some really stupid crap out of frustration and even tried apologizing afterward. I think I should take a step back from this game for a while to reflect and manage a better positive outlook not just in the game but in life. It's difficult when you realize that you become part of the problem in the community here with toxicity. I'm sorry, and I'll do better next time I'm on the rift.