Dukues (NA)
: The game is definitely not new user friendly I will admit sadly. I can't imagine trying to learn the game now I feel very fortunate to have started playing back in season 1 when everyone was a noob and no one cared who knew what. Wish you would stick around but understand why you wouldn't want to :(
> [{quoted}](name=Dukues,realm=NA,application-id=yrc23zHg,discussion-id=pTA4J3Ne,comment-id=0001,timestamp=2019-08-15T21:13:16.396+0000) > > The game is definitely not new user friendly I will admit sadly. I can't imagine trying to learn the game now I feel very fortunate to have started playing back in season 1 when everyone was a noob and no one cared who knew what. > > Wish you would stick around but understand why you wouldn't want to :( Thank you But I'm not a new player, I started playing last year. My main account is in LAN. I didn't notice I was posting from my NA account since I've got the same user name. Anyway, my sad story, probably heard many times: i stared playing last year and it was nice, i started playing ranked this year after getting some confidence. I reached gold 4. for me it was an acomplishment since I'm not really that good, just your average low elo player. The thing is, lately, for a month, i've been losing. like losing hard. I don't have a single win documented since early july. The thing is, I don't want to sound like the typical victim, but seriously, there's always an afk in my team, there's always one or two feeders, always something. there's always flaming, arguments to the ridiculous extent of not even after starting the match. people already fighting on pick screen. it's like a curse. anyone who plays against my team has a free win. i'm not even mad, i'm just so sad. it's not me, i mean, i give it my all, i end up decent, despite the outcomes of overfed adc or mids or jungles (i main top and supp). i'm kinda frustrated for such terrible tilt. I went from gold 4 to silver 4. i have a rule of playing two games a day, if I win the second I keep going until i acumulate two loses in a row so i started playing less often becaue i'm literally scared, terrified of ranke. I made this account a few months ago just to take a peek to the na community. i still have no wins. i don't play normals anymore because i liked the excitement of winning for a reason, like ranking up. there's only fear now. but yeah, i'm just sad. really sad and frustrated and i just wish i was on the other side of the team every game. like that thought passes my mind often. free wins, free wins for everyone. sorry i needed to let it out. also i'm not a native english speaker so sorry for any mistakes
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